Did not see this phone call coming.

So today is a new adventure. Today my dad called me, and he told me my mom had trouble breathing this morning.

Tonight he told me the nurse from hospice said unless my mom gets more fluids into her, she can only live for about 2.5 more weeks. I had this weird flashback to learning about this in Outdoor Ed in 5th grade (I think it was 5th grade...). There's a certain amount of time you can last without food and a certain time without water.

I'm not sure how to process this news...but I've settled for horrible jokes, an email to friends, and some ice cream. (Note: Best ice cream I've had in a really long time. Ben&Jerry's Imagine Whirled Peace? So good.)

I only wish this had the quote from Jack Geller: "She may have died...we're looking into it." Oh yes, I brought this episode up to my dad. I'm glad he laughed when I told him that I hope my mom is not like Ross and Monica's nana.

...and now it is time for sleep. I may need a margarita this weekend.
Love,
a

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...from our retreat in August

Everything in life relates to Friends...

...I can't sleep. Typical beginning of year teacher syndrome. I know I should be asleep...I also have work I could do right now, however, since it's midnight, I don't think doing work is the best solution.

Tomorrow I'll be taking meds to help me sleep--all natural stuff of course, but I'll need it, and if my first year teaching is any indicator, I shouldn't wait longer before taking it! I remember sleeping 5 hours a night, at max, my first month of teaching, Finally my advisor laid down the law and told me I HAD to sleep and couldn't work all day everyday. Now, however, I have to be the one responsible enough to force myself to stop working sometimes and to make sure I am getting sleep.

So, instead of working into the middle of the night "because I'm awake," I put all my work away, will be closing my laptop in approximately 2 minutes (when I finish this post), and falling asleep while watching Friends. (I was not falling asleep while lying in the dark unfortunately. Stupid teacher insomnia.)

Enjoy the following clip (the one I wanted to post couldn't be embedded, but you can check it out here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LguKobTU4eM)

If only all I had tomorrow was a meeting. I'll have 26 bright-eyed kindergarteners to keep me awake instead.

The New Place!

Woohoo!

The backyard for Chloe to run around in

Dining room

Kitchen! I may learn how to cook soon...

Kitchen! I may learn how to cook soon...

Kitchen table :)

Living room (with all my boxes of school stuff)

Living room (with all my boxes of school stuff)

Can you guess which side of the bookshelf is mine? Look at those wonderful shoes. :)

Can you guess which side of the bookshelf is mine? Look at those wonderful shoes. :)

I may or may not be OCD. My closet still doesn't feel neat enough for me, but it will do for now.

I may or may not be OCD. My closet still doesn't feel neat enough for me, but it will do for now.

New bedding is on its way, but look at my new lovely lamps  (love them!), and my owl friend of course hanging out on my bed.

New bedding is on its way, but look at my new lovely lamps  (love them!), and my owl friend of course hanging out on my bed.

You better believe I built that IKEA dresser by myself. Yes, it took 3 hours...and apparently Chris only took an hour to build his dresser, but you know what? I did it myself. Take that.

You better believe I built that IKEA dresser by myself. Yes, it took 3 hours...and apparently Chris only took an hour to build his dresser, but you know what? I did it myself. Take that.

Chloe hanging out in my beauteous new room. Much more to do to decorate, but it's getting there!

Picture this: Miss Magiera, diet coke in hand, enjoying some beautiful weather in her backyard

Yes, you read that correctly. I'm currently relaxing in my backyard, enjoying the nice weather (the sun is actually still out), and while my diet coke is no longer in hand since I'm typing, rest assured it is within arm's reach on a table.

Even more exciting than that diet coke being oh so cold and oh so close, I have a backyard. Again, yes you read that correctly. I have a place to live. On Thursday I moved into a house in Silver Lake, which is a part of Los Angeles. According to Wikipedia, Silver Lake  is "best known as an eclectic gathering of hipsters and the creative class." Not sure exactly where I fit in there, but I do love it here.

I'm living with the art teacher from school, and we're pretty darn lucky in a beautiful 2 bed, 2.5 bath house with a garage (yup! I'm loving this place!) and a nice little backyard for Chloe. Oh right, I have my dog again. She's pretty awesome. She's been befriending some dogs around here and making herself right at home. Though she's without her friends from our place in San Jose, I have no doubt once she realizes how nice it is to have the house to herself (and that I am not abandoning her and this is actually our home) she'll thoroughly enjoy when Maggie (the art teacher) and I are at work. So far though she seems to be liking not having to be on a leash every moment we step outside.

In other news, I have a bedroom...and a bathroom...and a closet...and all three of those things are mine! I don't have to share anymore. I'm still working on getting settled, which means I may have some furniture building in my future, so I'll be sure to report on how that goes. So far I do love my walk-in closet and my shoe display. I promise once I'm moved in I will take photos, but imagine this: a giant floor to ceiling bookcase, filled with my shoes. Oh it's glorious. For those familiar with my shoe cabinet in college (Lovernich, anyone? There was not nearly enough closet space!), the idea is very similar. What others may use for food, books, storage, I say is the perfect place to put all my shoes.

So there you have it. Relaxing at 7 p.m. on a Tuesday, diet coke nearby. I even made dinner. I made some pasta with vodka sauce...all very lovely, and then I added the finishing touches: a microwaved turkey hot dog, a string cheese, and two red peppers. At some point I may cook even more...but for now, let's just be happy with the fact that I didn't order food tonight from somewhere else.